Thursday, December 20, 2007

Letter to God

Dear God,

I've been crying a lot lately. I worry too much about things that I can't change or can't control. I don't want to cry anymore. I want to be able to think that everything will be okay instead of worrying about how hard things are.

Things WILL be okay. I just stress a lot, not for dumb reasons, but too much. What am I to do? How am I supposed to handle everything that I'm faced with now? I will continue to pray. Is it bad that I feel guilty for asking so much? I cannot do it without you. So God, hear my prayer now.

On another note, God, I ask that you bless all of my friends this Christmas. Friends that I've always been close to, those with whom our relationships have dwindled, people I no longer talk to, and those whom I talk to everyday. Bless my family, bless my love. Keep us all safe this christmas and let us not be selfish in wanting gifts. All I want is time with my family and my dear sweet love. I promise it is all I ask for. I don't want anyone to spend any money on me. I have no money with which to buy gifts for the people I love and this makes me cry. You know me, God.

And I love you.

Please hear my prayer, hear what is in my heart. Make me and my faith strong. Make me act as your son would. I want to make you proud.

Your humble daughter and servant,


Monday, December 3, 2007

Not so hot

Just finished my last exam before finals start tomorrow. It sucked very badly. What makes it worse is that the exam was over topics I've learned about. But the exam was on stupid nit-picky details that have nothing to do with the concept of the topic. I'm so frustrated right now. I am a little worried now... I was sitting at a B in the class, but if I do as poorly on this test as I feel... I will be very very sad.

That is all for now. Goodbye.